Friday, 2 April 2010

Why did you leave me...?


Some things in life are so strange, which could never be explained....!
Science may have developed-but these small simple things of life has no explanation.
Maybe, there might be some-but I never had the real answer for those doubts............

Like the very recent incident I had other day-
I have a very good friend who share the nearby accommodation in my villa. I wont be able to name him-even though in his mid 50's he's still very energetic, a very good speaker and we used to discuss all things under the sky.

Four days ago, morning as usual when I was getting ready for office he came to me and explained a dream he had previous night. In his dream he met a girl-to be precise the girl he was in love with in his 20's....

Morning hours being in rush- we didn't discuss much. But that day evening he detailed me about her. They were good friends-in fact they knew that they loved each other. But being different cast, it didn't work out. And as a usual, very common love story, they left each other and had a life with the partners destined, and had a life apart.
But still he used to think about her, and was sure that she might also be...... actually they were in very deep love-and wanted each other very much; but didn't have courage those days-

We discussed a lot about this, many similar stories know personally, I told him and even noticed he was so thrilled when he explained things about her and situations of those days...
I asked him, what actually did he see about her. He replied-'Nothing in order. First it was those days, our meetings, the moments we said good-bye etc...etc......then I saw her in a very gloomy mood-those eyes were staring at me- to my cowardliness to accept her against all odds of life........and he even remember she was saying 'why did you leave me?'

He even said that ,even though he used to think about her-never ever had her in his dreams.

I tried to comfort him-but I could feel him...........30 years have passed, they have met a few more times after that, but being with their partners both of them behaved, or you could say pretended as if they were normal-and has accepted that it was just an infatuation of those days. Though both the families were not in regular contact-anything important inside family- they used to inform each other as a very casual family friends....
But the truth was, they knew they loved each other and 'this loss'- still has a very deep impact or wound as they say-inside them, which they never ever disclosed to each other.

That day, I think we slept very late.
Next day was another busy day- as usual-with nothing special.

But the day after that, early morning when I opened my eyes-I saw him sitting near to me. He was trying to wake me up. He was looking so depressed-more than that he was in a state of shock I would say when he told me about the news he heard a few minutes ago from his wife in India: 'the girl who he was in love with, about who we had discussed, is dead'.

It was the same day, the same night-when he had seen her in his dream-she died peacefully in her sleep, as if she left the body and came to him to say good bye..!

We both didn't have an answer to why he had this strange dream that night-why he felt her presence very near to him that specific day-maybe within the same time when far away, ...............she was dying..!!!

As per the discussions we had on the day about this dream, he had told me that he never had her in his dreams earlier........there was no specific reason for him to dream about her that day, so that we could interpret a sub-conscious mind effect on it...........

So why did he see her within no time she died-
maybe in his dream, but why did he feel her presence the same night-asking him' why did you leave me..?'